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Sunday, May 31, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  Hey hey hey!!! Lol... Itz been quite sometime dat i last updated.. Either reason dat i'm busy or i'm lazy to update lately... cuz i dun have the time and i dunno what to write..ler ler ler... Haiz... Ever since i left you right mohd iskandar.. i feel better... Cuz i dun have to think about relationships, fights, what can or cannot do... Cuz life must have full of freedom.. Hehe.... So yeah... So far I haven't did anything dat is soo much fun yet.. Except on the 24th.. Went to clubbing.. Dat was only once i went... Went to esplanade yesterday with parents!!! Gosh!!! Go with parents on saturday is NOT HAPPENING OK!!!! I saw sooo many handsome and HOT guys sia!!! Hahahaha!!! TAK BOLEH ANGKAT!!! Hahahahah!!! But there's this one guy!!! He was sooooooooooo SUPER DUPER HANDSOME!!!! Hahahaha!!! He is FAIR, HANDSOME, HAS DIMPLE!!! And HIS IMAGE is what I always wanted for guys... My expectation for guys is like his Image!!! Gosh!!! Maybe kiki was true.. I need to lear to hang out with her and make lots more new friends and learn something from there... On the other side of my story... I was msging to this cute boy.. his ok.. He is the one who entertains me day and night!! Thanks cute boy!!! I Love ya la!!! Lol.... Peace!!!Monday, May 25, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥ I couldnt sleep the whole night cuz i was thinking about these two idiots... well.. all i can say is.. just wait and see for the show!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really mean it this time!!!!! cuz i really lost all my patience!!!!!! Sunday, May 24, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  I am dying of boredness at home.. Believe it or not.. I went clubbing with my friends yesterday... Ssshhhh... Mum and dad shou;dnt know about this.. haha!!! Hmm... Cool shit!! Thanks to Neoy whom recommend me regarding dat club!! It was really cool... Hahaha... I throw ALLLLL MY STRESS out there... Woooo!!!!! I loike I loike!!! Hahahaha!!! Went out at 7pm... Reached home at ard 1 am... Luckily my mum didn throw tantrums... Lol... Wooo... Clun baybeh.. hahaha... I throw hell out yesterday cuz this few days I've been dreaming that bustard... Gosh!! I didn mean to be harsh with ya ok Iskandar if you are reading this... But you make me hate you till dis much... Hurhur.. Thanks to you... This few days... AFter work, once i reached home... My body itches everywhere.. I couldnt sleep at night due to this itchiness... I dunno what causes it... Hmm... Datz all.. i really dunno what to update... CLUBBING WAS COOLL... Giler la aku.. asalkan jgn jadi minah sudah Friday, May 22, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥ ok ok..shak ive deleted his picture dah.. haha..i've moved on totally but depression and sad feelings are haunting me... i dunnow but itz been a while i have been dreaming of him.. leerr... but i've moved on.. haha.. no worries.. gossips are all around me.. a bad comment for me to hear all about Mohd Iskandar.. I just dunno where to put my face.. seriously i dunno... I am very embarrased.. I am very shy too.. Cuz i dunno where to put my face.. Itz only a week since we BROKE up and i got this news dat he is actually having a NEW GIRLFRIEND!!! Hah!! People told me dat he was with her when we are still together.. I GOTTA KNOW DAT HE WAS ACTUALLY PLAYING BEHIND MY BACK DAT I DIDN KNOW.. HE WAS ACTUALLY HAVING ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND BEHIND ME.. HE WAS ACTUALLY LYING TO ME LOTSA THING.. HE WAS ACTUALLY BUSTARD-ING ME.. HE WAS ACTUALLY CHEATING.. I couldnt take the pressure,I cried and call his mum of what he did to me.. His mum was super duper angry.. And scolded him.. I was very very dissappointed with him... MOHD ISKANDAR, DONT BE SELFISH OK?? YOU ARE LOSING YOUR FRIENDS... YOU DUNNO ABOUT THAT.. PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO HATE YOU WITH YOUR BEHAVIOUR WITH YOUR CHARACTER.. SO YEAH!!! CHANGE!!! AND I'M 100% SURE THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BUSTARD HER TO AFTER 3 MONTHS!!! Enough about talking bout him.. Now its about me.. Hmm.. I've made new friends.. His name is Faddiq.. But i;m not into it or whatsoever.. MY HEART IS CLOSED FOR LOVE AT THIS MOMENT.. And i really meant it this time round.. I just wanna be friends with you fadiq.. Not more than that.. And furthermore I just broke up.. I dun wanna be in relationship.. Sorry if I;m giving you too much hope.. Hmm... Work has been boring.. But yesterday was not a boring day for me.. Cuz i gotta handle TWO CUBICLES ALL BY MYSELF!! YEAH!!! Hahaha.. Independent la... Hahahaha...Good good... Anyway I really cant wait to meet Iskandar's mum!!! One day we are goin out together!! Weeeee!!! Hahaha.. Our bond is getting closer!!! Love you!! Hahaha Tuesday, May 19, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  GO MISSY!! YEAH I'M A NURSE!! HEY BLOGGERS!!! TOMORROW IS MY 19TH BIRTHDAY.. BUT I FEEL SAD AND LONELY.. NOT A BEAUTIFUL ONE THIS YEAR.. HAIZ =( NOT CELEBRATING WITH ANYONE..NEITHER DO FRIENDS.. CUZ I DUN FEEL IT Thursday, May 14, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥ I choose this arab song cuz it really reminds me and Mohd Iskandar... I really dunno how people and how others move on really that fast after they broke with the one that they love.. I really dun understand.. Cuz if you guys wanna know, I haven move on... Sometimes i feel I had, and sometimes i dun.. Iskandar thanks to you... haiz... It was supposed to be our FORTH MONTH anniversary just TOMMORROW.. but we didn save this relationship.. I felt totally depressed.. Even one of my collegue Ridzwan from delifrance he said he need at least 1 month plus.. He's a guy but you see.. he need that long period too... Gosh.. Ridzwan understand me more then Mohd Iskandar.. I know He dun like me to compare with other guys.. But that is true to what i'm saying here.. After we broke he put the blame on me.. He said I made him that way.. Again he point to my bad side.. not my good side... Iskandar i think i've forgiven you to whatever mistakes you did to me.. lyings, cheatings,timer,bustard... everything.. i da maafkan you.. Though i've forgiven you,but i'm still angry.. and thanks to you that the bond i've created between your mum and sis broke.. cuz you win.. you win by telling them my bad things.. thanks once again... Sick!! on my other side of my story i've decided to change my phone to this!!   But provided i got my pay.. Hmm.. once i got my pay i'm gonna trade in my touch screen phone cuz it sucks.. always accidentally press by itself...duh!! so if I trade in my touch screen, i will only have to top up $75 for this Nokia N63 phone!! Can't wait.. I have soo many plans once i got my pay.. - Highlighting My Hair.. - Bought A New Phone.. - Derma skit pat masjid.. - Give mum and dad $100 each.. - Pay my bills and etc.. - Buy for Iskandar's mum present.. I promised her.. Tuesday, May 12, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥ this is for you Mohd iskandar... I love you sooooo much dat i didn even wanna cheat you,play behind your back,misunderstand you and all.. but yiu are unhappy to the way i tried to help you..u have misunderstood me.. you have misjudge me... i always pray for you every single of my prayers..pray for you safety..pray for u to take a good job as soon..pray for you for everything...u should know how much and ho damn i really love you..but the message that you gave me that you wanna officially break up make me sooo weak...i can't carry those loads that you are giving me and furtheremore the break up.. I tried to please you but end up i failed..you always say dat i didn change..u always say dat i didn understand you..and the most crack that i had in my heart was u said, "you only love me when you first met me".. You only LOVE me for the first time we met??? For all the 3 months you didn?? I'm soo upset and dissappointed to you baby..I know one day you are going to read my piece of blog..So yeah i purposely wrote this.. baby,my heart was broken to the smallest pieces ever when you said dat to me.. I have been damn serious with you... You didn know how much pressure i was when people in deli told me bout you.. Your BAD things.. I was quiet and at the same time i was embarrassed.. But i kept to myself and didn wanna tell you..Cuz i know this can turn into a fight. i dun wan to delete all ur pictures or us here in my bblog..i didn wanna delete what i put on my sidebar too.. I love you and your family but i just couldnt take the pressure that you wan us to be over.. U cheated me a lot of times but i control my emotions and all.. you did a lot of lyings but i juz nag you for a while and i have forgotten it.. You forgotton that our FORTH monthsary is coming.. I'm super duper dissappointed.. I knew you are not going to give me present on my birthday.. But i think you just did it.. Which is an OFFICIALLY BREAK UP.. I was there to support you whenever you need me.. I was there o hear.. I was there for you.. I woke up early in the morning called you and i just wanna hear your voice.. I sacrifice anything just for you.. My time and all... Cuz i really LOVE you damn much... For those of you who knew me.. You guys shuld knw that I am always serious in relationship... Mohd Iskandar thanks for everything baby.. I still do love you.. And know i knew that you are only serious in relationship for only ONE MONTH.. I'm totally dissappointed with you.. u make like shit today.. I did whatever you wan me to.. but still you are unhappy..what is it you wan from me?? I thiught you culd understand me when i told you i had Thyroid problems.. I treasure the day you accompany me from NUH to SGH.. I remember those moments.. You can always come to me if u need help... I lost you.. I just couldnt stop crying Monday, May 11, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  Quarrel with love for a while yesterday cuz i was totally mad about him... Morning hell i woke up just now to call him just to hear his voice whether his mad or not.. Love's voice didn seems to.. I think its becuz our 4 monthsary is coming soon.. Yeah.. Coming soon real soon!! Itz like FOUR MORE days to go and yeah!! We reached FOUR months!! I'm totally happy.. Cuz no matter what we knew we love each other... I really do miss him soo much now... Hmm... I REALLY LOVE HIM SIA!! GOSH!! Niwaes, I miss this gal
PS: 9 MORE DAYS FOR MY BDAE!! PS: 4 MORE DAYS FOR OUR 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!! PS: 7 MORE DAYS TO START WORK!! Sunday, May 10, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  Yeah.. I'm driving my dad's car yesterday...Besar uh kreta.. Tak biase sangat.. First i go buy my beautiful dress with younger sis.. Sis wanted to eat the ice cream at Delifrance.. So I brought her there.. Love was working.. Love's face was sooo fresh!! When I saw him worked yesterday... Love disturbed my sis... But sis seems not to entertain my sis... Sorry sayang.. U pun satu.. Mintak die salam.. Malu la die... Dad fetched me upfrom jurong point to changi beach for picnic.. I drove uh from there.. Lol... All i can say is the picnic was super boring and I dunno wad to post too... Actually it wasn't from my dad's old company.. It was his current company and all of them were chinese.. So it was super boring.. Today we are going to aunt's house for Mother's day celebration...To mum: Happy mothers day ibu.. Harap ibu gembira pada hari ini.. I love you mum.. To Love's mum.. Happy mother's day cik.. Saya betul berterima kasih pada cik kerana tolong saya... kalau tidak hubungan saya dan iskandar tak akan berpanjangan.. Dengan cik yang menolong saya dan iskandar.. Pergaduhan antara kami sudah pun berakhir... PS: 10 More Days For My Birthday!!! PS: 8 More Days For My NEW Work!! Friday, May 8, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  Well as usual..Woke up in the morning.. Shower, breakfast and sent my sister off to school... After I send her off I went to my house shopping centre there and bought a big bottle of my shampoo as my shampoo is running low.. After that, GOSH!! I'm super bored at home.. I really didn know what to do.. Love start work in delifrance today after his long long holiday... Love start at 3pm till closing.. Tomorrow and sunday he will be in the morning.. Mum told me that tomorrow we are going to my father's old company picnic.. My father used to work in NESTLE company.. So tmw they are having this family day event.. I've attended this event quite a few times and itz quite fun.. Hahaha!! Because the company will organise fun games for us to participate... I didn participate that thime cuz I was super duper shy.. My brother always participate this game.. As last time he is sooo active in games and adventures.. Wooo... Tomorrow I'm following my parents to attend this event.. But I'm not sure whether I'm going to participate this... Lol... There's gonna be old adults.. Hehehe... So must be paisey paisey abit... Few F&B jobs need full time and part time candidates as I was walking with Love yesterday.. I thought of joining Famous Amos as my part-time jobs.. But Dad and Love disallow me as they didn't wanna see me exhausted and become more skinny.... Love was sooo caring bout me...Hehehe.. I love you... Besides that, I really can't wait to start work on the 18th May... So dat I won't be so slaggy at home... PS: 12 More Days To MY BIRTHDAY!!! ~whee~ PS: 1 More Week To our 4 MonthsAry!!! ~wow~ Thursday, May 7, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  Baby I LOOOVVVEEE YOU SSSOOOO MUCH!!! Second post of the day.. Well wat I did was I went to Delifrance to say my LAST GOODBYE to them.. I gave them chocolates and a warm hug too.. But some i didn.. Cuz I really have no mood... Fetch Love at Interchange and we spent our time together.. I love him sooo much.. He accompany me to wherever I go.. there's one part We bump to his ex.. Shahida.. And my Love disturb her by just calling her and Shahidah was like "Babi kau".. And I was like hello???!!! Hmm.. There's certain times you know... Hmm... I shopped not that much.. Bought a bag,bought a keychain for mum bought my stationaries for my full time job... I'm fully prepared.. Hahaha.. Can't wait to start work.. And yeah!!! Love and I took pictures!!! Tadaaa!!! END!! ♥SYAFIQAH♥  Love I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH BABY!! MWWWWAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!! Datz all peeps!!! Take care!! PS: 13 More Days To Go For My Birthday!!! Wednesday, May 6, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  YOU RAWK!! HIP HOP Well hell yeah..I am 100% accepted to join NUH as Assistant Nurse 2.. Yeah!! I am super duper happy.. Because that was my passion since young!! And yeah!! I achieve it!! Woooo!!! My mum was super duper happy and she decided to iron all my THREE pairs of uniforms!! I was smiling all the way to see her dat kind of happy!! And she also had decided that she wanna treat me ICE KACHANG!!! Hmm.. Yummy yummy... Tuesday, May 5, 2009
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Yes I miss you Baby Iskandar!! Itz been one week plus since i met you,since i saw you... Baby,hope you are fine to wherever you go and whatever you are doing... Baby.. I really cant wait to meet you sayang... I miss your hug,I miss your kisses,I miss your words!! I miss everything of you!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is for my bestfriend AISYAH...  Syah,be strong to whatever it takes.. I know you love him and all.. Both of them.. But no matter what u have to be strong!! The aisyah i know was strong to everything.. U are energetic,friendly and pretty!! So yar,dun let the pretty face of yours gone down babe!! Babe,I may be far and lost contact with you but it hurts me to see you down... Syah,no matter wad,u can always text me or call.. I will be there for you.. When i worked or busy with anything,I will always try my best to hear!! Take care babe!! PS: 15 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!! Monday, May 4, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥  I was accepted to NUH!!!~~Woooo~~ Finally i've gotten a proper job... My delifrance schedule went sucks to the core... If the manager wanna sack or fire den say soo... Hurhur... I'm starting to work at NUH on 18 may... Which is another 2 days of dat,20 May is my Bdae!! Lol... I'm missing my boyfriend toooo much =( Didn mit him for 1 week plus!!!!! ISKANDAR!! I MISS YOU!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Another update for me...Waahhh..I miss my boyfriend really damn much!!! Seriously... Had a fight with mum just now..I was really damn frustrated with her and I didn't talk with her right now... She make my mood really swing... Gosh!! I was sleeping just now and I received phone call from NUH..She told me that they accepted me to Assistant Nurese 2..And if I do hard I can be Staff Nurse!! Whee!! Sabri was the FIRST one to know,my mum,my auntie followed by my boyfriend and also the rest of my friends.. Hehe...Boyfriend was happy for me... Boyfriend is going to be out of Singapore till this Friday..And that means i'm not going to meet him for two weeks...Damn!!! Well...Rotting at home is soo boring for me..I really didn know what to do..Tommorrow i'm going to Jurong Point with mummy..Provide I have a good mood...See first..Wednesday I'm going for my medical check-up and collect my uniform..To KIKI AND SABRI,I'm joining you guys soonnn..I'm gonna have the same name tag as you all have and published it at blog...Sickening!! Next is my turn..Jaga korang!! Hahahahah!! Datz all..Stay tune for my next update!! =) |
Yes her!! Miss her jokes and all...Taik betul... When i start work.. She's not there anymore cuz she was deployed to Wetpoint Family Hospital which was 3Bus stops away from my house.. Sickening!! Hahaha... GILER!! AKU RINDU KAU!!!!!!!