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Friday, January 30, 2009
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Guess what I'm turning 19 this year but i still don't feel th freedom out of my life... I'm truly dissappointed with my parents... My ATM is still with my mom.. My pay were all with my mum.. Even today i plan to go back to my previous school to join my cca Outdoor Adventure Club... Yet they forbid me to go... I'm sorry to NN and Azizah.. My parents disallows me to go!!! My life is in a deep shit!!!!

WHERE IS MY FREEEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Wednesday, January 28, 2009
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Hmm...I've been neglecting my blog these few days...Cuz i'm very very busy...I was working during the CNY Eve and CNY itself...

Monday 26 Jan 2009 I had a great big fight with my love...I cried and cried infront of him so dat he can forgive me...It took him 30 mins to forgive me...And finally hug me...And kiss me tooo...I promise dat i wont do it again....

Haiz...
Datz all for today..My mood has gone down d drain when i think back of 26 Jan 2009...
Sorry Guys




Friday, January 23, 2009
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Cant wait cant wait!!!

Can't wait to meet MY LOVE later...

Heheheheh!!!

I LOVE HIM!!!!





Thursday, January 22, 2009
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Hai reader's!!!
again and again i keep on changing my blog template!! Hahaha!!!
I'm crazy bout the vintage pictures and styles...It was damn nice...
And i LOVE IT!! I realiza dat i fall in love with vintage styles....

Gosh!! Again and again i changed...Hehe...Sorry guys....

Well...
This post is specially for NYSA...
Please stay strong....I Know u had just lost your love one...
Sedekah kan al-fatihah ok???
Amin...

Syafarina Says: I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!!




Wednesday, January 21, 2009
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I was reading someone's blog and i eventually broke down...
Tears start to roll down my cheek right after i took this photo of mine...
I juz want you to answer my question...

* DID I EVER LIED TO YOU WITH WHOM I WENT OUT WITH?
* DID I EVER LIED TO YOU WITH WHOM I MSGED WITH?
* DID I EVER LIED TO YOU TO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING??

DID I EVER DO THAT TO YOU??
Gosh...I didn know that things could turn out this way...
Please i beg u..Stop all this lie...JUST STOP IT!!!!
I dun wanna fight with you no more!! Please...

I pray to god...Please let this relationship of mine last forever,no more fights and misunderstandings.. Please...
I know this is parts and parcel of life and relationship..Will do have fights and misunderstandings..Will do have fun and laughters too...

Well hunny,i know that happened before our relationship..But when i read it,i juz couldn't take it..Cuz the question that keep on playing in my mind and heart was, "Are you still lyng to me?"
I trusted you dat much hunny..So please don't make it ruin...

Miles Away




Tuesday, January 20, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥


Yes i'm updating again...
Went out with my boyfee,to buy bedroom slippers..
But we didn manage to find one for my mum...
Hehe...Our hands are hold tight to wherever we go...
Hehehehe...Juz loooovvvee him!!!!

Yesterday we worked together...PM shift...
I baked chocolate chips for him!! Hehehehe...He loved it..And i'm happy bout it..
He brought back home,and gave it to his mom and elder sis..
Well i was shy...Hehehehe...

So...I'm happy that i met him today...
Hehehe...

MOHD ISKANDAR... I WILL LOVE U TILL ETERNITY..

pardon the picture above that his wearing a christmas hat..that was december last yr






♥SYAFIQAH♥


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD NIZAM

FADHLI!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

WELL EXACTLY WHAT HAPPEN TODAY WAS,TODAY IS MY BESTEST FRIEND BIRTHDAY!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAD!!
MAY YOUR DREAMS AND WISH COME TRUE...
CONTINUE ON YOUR HIP HOP LIFE,STUDIES TO PURSUE MORE WHEN YOU ARE GOING TO AUSTRALIA AITE???

LOOOOOVVVVEEEEE YOOOOUUUU LOTS MY BEST FRIEND!!!!

FOR THE READER'S OUT THERE WHO WAS WONDERING WHO IS THIS MUHD NIZAM FADHLI,HE'S ACTUALLY ONE OF THEM IN THE PICTURE...HE'S THE MIDDLE ONE!!!!

DATZ ALL...

AND TO MY LOVE,MOHD ISKANDAR..I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH...MAY OUR RELATIONSHIP LAST LONG BABY




Saturday, January 17, 2009
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Yesterday was 16 January am I right?? Well we had a very great big fight.. My Love was mad with me...Hurhur...It was juz because of dat one bloody gal...Who starts to suspect between me and my love..And when she gotta know dat I was with him..She Got bloody emo i guess...So it was because of her we got fight...I cried continuosly..THANKS TO U BLOODY GAL!! WE FOUGHT!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!

We are officially attatched on the 15 January..And we fought right after next day!!! FCUK!!! FCUK!! FCUK!!! Well...Luckily we are alright yesterday night..Haiz...I juz can't bear the pain that we are fighting...Hurhur...

This msg is specially for you Baby..
Baby..I juz dn wan u to contact HER..U see..What happen last night..It was because of her sey baby...Because of her..Please..I dun wan to fight no more...Love you very very much!!!




Wednesday, January 14, 2009
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Still i want his photo to be in my profile...
Hehehehe..Cuz i love him really really,very very much!!!!

Cant wait for Tomorrow...15 JANUARY 2009...
2 MONTHS!!!! Of us knowing each other!!!
Hehehehe!!!!!
That shirt he's wearing was the shirt that I Bought for him...
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

EVERY POST WILL ALWAYS BE U DARLING...
Mmmmmwwwwwaaaaah!!!!




Tuesday, January 13, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥


Ini Lah Seorang Lelaki Yang Aku Sangat Mencintai!!!!
Translation..
This Is The Guy That I Love The Most!!

Hehehe..
Went out with him for a while just now....
So i took this picture of him after he finished eating...
Well,its hard going out with him...
BANYAK NYE POMPUAN MINAT DIE!!!
Translation..
SOOO MANY GALS LIKE HIM!!!

He was sms-ing with this gal... I was fed-up...
Because sure there's gals will message him...
Hurhur=(
I have to undertstand him..So i didn throw tantrums towards him...
Cuz SyafaRina tadi bnyk sabar....
Hehe...God Loves for whom who had been patience..

I had two days off in a row..
So datz why i'm blogging...
Niari aku kasi large pat gambar die!!
Hehehe...
Datz all peeps....

Whisper: I'm Madly in LOVE with that guy!! Mohammad Iskandar
We are still friends though..No RUSHING..




Monday, January 12, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥


SABRI AND ATIKA
Haiya!!! Itz not dat you guys didn understand my post...
Itz juz dat my post was sooo long...
Agagagaga!!!


I LOVE YOU ISKANDAR!




Sunday, January 11, 2009
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Yesterday was 10 JANUARY OF 2009!!
I wont forget that date..
As what i mention in my previous post i'm gonna go out with my baby duck...
Every step we took,every smile i juz love him!
Every smile we made,every words we speak i juz love him..

First stop we went to peninsula..He bought his pants..
Then went to catch our dinner at LJS In marina square...
Well after dat we went to Esplanade...
And dat was where we sat with each other spend our stories..More smiles and more laughters!! Hahahahaha!!!

Well...I told him the truth bout one thing..And he did told me one thing due to what his friend did to him..Hmm...I was holding his hand tight when he told me the story, i juz let go of his hand..Hurhur..But nvm..At least you are being honest with me..And i'm happy bout that..

Baby i juz wanna know dat..While I'm blogging diz i'm crying..Cuz I will never forget every single seconds and minutes that we had spend time with each other on this very special date 10 January 2009..Sometimes I'm angry with you yes i do..But the frustrations and all will eventually fade away slowly..And the love starts to begin again..For example right now..I'm agry together wih cryings..Angry cuz u nowadays are like lazy to even message me....Am crying cuz i remember all the laughters that we've made yesterday...

I PROMISE DAT I WON'T LIE TO YOU AGAIN MOHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN ISNAIN..

I PROMISE DAT I LOVED YOU MOHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN ISNAIN...

I PROMISE DAT I WON'T MAKE YOU ANGRY MOHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN ISNAIN..

I PROMISE DAT I WON'T MAKE YOU FRUSTRATED MOHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN ISNAIN

I PROMISE I WON'T BREAK THE PROMISE DAT I'VE GOT HERE MOHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN ISNAIN...

I juz love you sooo much dear...I juz hope dat u are being serious with me...
The ring dat we've got on our finger will never be lost..
Will always be on our finger..
I've never took out the ring to wherever i go...Cuz i know how important the ring is to me...And you told me dat you didn took out the ring too unless you are showering..hahaha...
Like as i say the ring is really important to me... And also to You

Miss and hearts you sooooooo much baby...
This song is for you..
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N'Sync-This Is I Promise You

Ooh, Ooh
When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
When standing here all alone

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)each loving day (each loving day)
And know this feeling won't go away (no)
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms (I will take you in my arms)
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Til' the day my life is through This I promise you, babe

Just close your eyes each loving day (each loving day)
And know this feeling won't go away (no)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you Ooh,
I promise you




Friday, January 9, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥



YES!! I LOVE YOU MOHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN ISNAIN!!

Hahahaha!! Counting Down For tommorrow uh baby!!

Hehehehe!!

Love My Duck Sooo Much!!





Thursday, January 8, 2009
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Hey people i want you peeps out there to call me RINA!!

Datz my new NICK NAME!!

Isnt it nice?? SyafaRina.. You guys wanna know why i chose that name cuz i miss my old cat!! Though i'm scared of cats nowadays!! Hehe... Hmm today,i've got a lot of stories to share..



Well Especially to Mr Taufiq: Mr policeman i'm sorry to hut your feelings. Didn know dat you had loved me dat much and dat far..I told u in the beginning dat i'm stuck..And yes u understood me..But u was heartbroken again.. I'm soo sorry Taufiq.. U was angry withe me till u ain't wanna Pick up my calls nor reply my msges..I seek ur forgiveness den but it took 1 week for u really wanna forgive me...I was angry,mad,frustrated with you when i heard another was in a car with you..And on dat particular day u ain't wanna call nor pick up my calls.. Oh well... Forget about that i've forgiven you...Hmm..Its okay taufiq..



Basically yesterday went out with my lovely duck...Hehe..I was soo happy cuz finaaly we went out together...ONLY US....First met him at Boon Lay Intechange..Heh..Den went to our workplace for a while cuz my love wanna meet one of my collegue..Hah!! After dat went to bbdc to top up his account den after dat shopping uh!! Hahaha!! Bought for my mum her foundation den bought for my sis a present hehe!!



We reached Boon Lay interchange back at around 10pm..Agagaga!! Now I can't wait for Saturday!! We are going out together again!! Hehe!!! Can't wait...Hmm...Actually these few days our friendship was not that good..I Kept crying..But now it turns out to be back to square one again.. What?? Did i say FRIENDSHIP?? Hahaha.. Yeah we are still friends no rushing to be couples..Hehehe



I LOVE MOHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN ISNAIN!!!!!
Mwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!




Tuesday, January 6, 2009
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Oh well i decided to update another one more which i juz wanna let my feelings out...
MY LIFE IS DAMN COMPLICATED RIGHT NOW..
JUZ CANT STOP CRYING




♥SYAFIQAH♥


Hey Reader's and Bloggers out there..
Sorry for soo long dat i didn update fpr quite some time..
Well i was busy...
Im working every single day..
I only have my off day only once or twice..
And during off day i took up my driving course..

Hahaha..I'm soooo excited!!
My baby took driving and motor...
Hahaha..But i guess i'm gonna be faster then him...
Tu la...ckp i itu ini kan..
Eventually I'm scared with all my instructors cuz u wanna know why?
All my instructors are malay!!
hurhur...i juz pray dat dey wont be dat strict towards me...

Btw..On the 29 Dec My workplace celebrated Christmas day..
We had christmas party...
The Managers Plan all the games and the groupings..
The groupings was separated into colors..
White,Red and Blue!!
Here are the pictures..




♥SYAFIQAH♥


The Pole dance


This Is My Team WHITE Team

The Blue Team

The Red Team

That's Me!! Sabo-ing My Manager!!






Done With The Sabo-ing of the OUTLET MANAGER

Nedu And The Assistant Manager Al






Thursday, January 1, 2009
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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL SINGAPOREANS!!
Hehe!! Well my new year didn end up well cuz i fought with my love..
It was a bad fight dat we had...
And i cried and cried... My collegue was there for me..They were there when i cried..
Hmm..I didn wanna story it all out..
Hurhur..

All i knew is I received a GOOOD NICE MSG...Dat i didn wanna forget..
He send me diz:
Happy New Year baby!! Wish u all the best in tiz new yr. Forget wat had happen in yr 2008. Start afresh in 2009. Love2 my switheart. . Mwahh!!

Dat msg when i read it.. Tears start to roll down my cheek...
Cuz i knew no matter how much we fought and we are still not in r'ship yet..
We still Love each other...