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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
♥SYAFIQAH♥ this is for you Mohd iskandar... I love you sooooo much dat i didn even wanna cheat you,play behind your back,misunderstand you and all.. but yiu are unhappy to the way i tried to help you..u have misunderstood me.. you have misjudge me... i always pray for you every single of my prayers..pray for you safety..pray for u to take a good job as soon..pray for you for everything...u should know how much and ho damn i really love you..but the message that you gave me that you wanna officially break up make me sooo weak...i can't carry those loads that you are giving me and furtheremore the break up.. I tried to please you but end up i failed..you always say dat i didn change..u always say dat i didn understand you..and the most crack that i had in my heart was u said, "you only love me when you first met me".. You only LOVE me for the first time we met??? For all the 3 months you didn?? I'm soo upset and dissappointed to you baby..I know one day you are going to read my piece of blog..So yeah i purposely wrote this.. baby,my heart was broken to the smallest pieces ever when you said dat to me.. I have been damn serious with you... You didn know how much pressure i was when people in deli told me bout you.. Your BAD things.. I was quiet and at the same time i was embarrassed.. But i kept to myself and didn wanna tell you..Cuz i know this can turn into a fight. i dun wan to delete all ur pictures or us here in my bblog..i didn wanna delete what i put on my sidebar too.. I love you and your family but i just couldnt take the pressure that you wan us to be over.. U cheated me a lot of times but i control my emotions and all.. you did a lot of lyings but i juz nag you for a while and i have forgotten it.. You forgotton that our FORTH monthsary is coming.. I'm super duper dissappointed.. I knew you are not going to give me present on my birthday.. But i think you just did it.. Which is an OFFICIALLY BREAK UP.. I was there to support you whenever you need me.. I was there o hear.. I was there for you.. I woke up early in the morning called you and i just wanna hear your voice.. I sacrifice anything just for you.. My time and all... Cuz i really LOVE you damn much... For those of you who knew me.. You guys shuld knw that I am always serious in relationship... Mohd Iskandar thanks for everything baby.. I still do love you.. And know i knew that you are only serious in relationship for only ONE MONTH.. I'm totally dissappointed with you.. u make like shit today.. I did whatever you wan me to.. but still you are unhappy..what is it you wan from me?? I thiught you culd understand me when i told you i had Thyroid problems.. I treasure the day you accompany me from NUH to SGH.. I remember those moments.. You can always come to me if u need help... I lost you.. I just couldnt stop crying |
